sigh

one more time.

The song itself could explain better what I want to say.

One More Time, One More Chance

Writing: Masayoshi Yamazaki
Arrangement: Toshiyuki Mori
Transliteration and translation: daike
Translation support: Emma
Translation edit: icie

From here.

How much more do I have to lose, before my heart is forgiven?
How many more pains do I have to suffer, to meet you once again?
One more time, oh seasons, do not fade.
One more time, when we were messing around.

Whenever we disagreed, I would always give in first.
Your selfish nature made me love you even more.
One more chance, the memories restrain my steps.
One more chance, I cannot choose my next destination.

I’m always searching, for your figure to appear somewhere.
On the opposite platform, in the windows along the lane.
Even though I know you wouldn’t be there.
If my wish were to come true, I would be at your side right away.
There would be nothing I couldn’t do.
I would put everything on the line and hold you tight

If I just wanted to avoid loneliness, anybody would have been enough.
Because the night looks like the stars will fall, I cannot lie to myself.
One more time, oh seasons, do not fade.
One more time, when we were messing around.

I’m always searching, for your figure to appear somewhere.
At a street crossing, inside my dreams.
Even though I know you couldn’t be there.
If a miracle were to happen here, I would show you right away.
The new morning, who I’ll be from now on
And the words I never said: “I love you.”

The memories of summer are revolving
The throbbing which suddenly disappeared

I’m always searching, for your figure to appear somewhere.
At dawn on the streets, at Sakuragi-cho.
Even though I know you wouldn’t be there.
If my wish were to come true, I would be at your side right away.
There would be nothing I couldn’t do.
I would put everything on the line and hold you tight.

I’m always searching, for fragments of you to appear somewhere.
At a traveller’s store, in the corner of newspaper…
Even though I know you couldn’t be at such a place
If a miracle were to happen here, I would show you right away.
The new morning, who I’ll be from now on
And the words I never said: “I love you.”

I always end up looking for your smile to appear somewhere.
At the railroad crossing, waiting for the express train to pass,
even though I know you won’t be there.

If I could live my life again, I would be at your side every time.

I would want nothing else. Besides you, nothing else matters.

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One More Time One More Chance by Yamazaki Masayoshi.

I heard it from the movie “Five Centimeters Per Second”. It’s an anime with three short episodes. Watching that made me learn that even the saddest things could be beautiful.

Five Centimeters Per Second is the average speed of a falling Sakura petal. During spring time, the Sakura trees would bloom the most beautiful flowers. It would only be like that for two weeks every year, that is why the Japanese believe that the beautiful things should be celebrated and appreciated once they are there. Because nothing is ever permanent, even the most beautiful ones.

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ang gulo!

So this is what real confusion feels like.

T_T

Why am I in this situation again?

*looks inside Terri’s head*

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someone had to ask

“Of course you do feel sad about it. … I’m just happy that I was able to experience it. You loved, you got hurt, it was painful .. so move on. It is easier said than done, but you will realize na there’s no other way to do it but this way. You will learn to face the pain and then you’ll get over it. Tapos before you know it, you will meet new people, and then you will fall in love again.”

But then again, who am I to say things about love when I myself cannot do the things I say.

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Rain! 雨!Ulan! It’s here!

Lakas ng ulan dito sa Alabang! Wee!

Ang lakas niya masyado, we couldn’t see anything anymore if you look out the window, just gray and the faint silhouettes of the nearest buildings. One of my officemates even exclaimed, “Wow snow!”

It has been raining all afternoon. Rain is good, actually, but travelling is difficult because of all the mud and puddles that’d splatter around when you’re commuting.

Rain also brings with it this kind of atmosphere that’s gloomy. I try not to be, pero everybody else feels that lazy and cold emotion.

But for me, it makes me want to go to places instead of going home and lying down in bed. Maybe I’m trying to battle that gloomy feeling which I refuse to acknowledge.

RAWWRR!!

I need to listen to good music.
I need to talk to someone that I love.
I need to eat. T_T
I need to keep warm. It’s so cold sa office (lalo na sa area ko!)

… I need to go home muna.

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stuck in a moment

Ugh … i hate this feeling na you know somebody doesn’t want to talk to you or is angry at you. Especially when that person is quite important for you.

I can’t concentrate sa work and I wish makausap ko na.

: ( *sigh*.

.

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If one day …

To all my friends,

If one day mabaliw ako, please make sure ready yung mga contact numbers niyo sa maayos na mapupuntahang asylum – XD where there’s digital TV, good food and internet.

Para maka digg pa ako and facebook kahit nasa loob na.

“Day 1…..”

Parang ganun and stuff.

Tapos, if kayo naman yung mabaliw, at least you know where to go.sama-sama na lang tayo pakabaliw.

yay!

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the start of the last week

the nijikai at thai ha's room

Today  starts our last week in training and then we’re gonna head back to Manila.

Today also marks the day our Vietnamese friends go back to Ho Chi Minh (Yen, Lam, Nhan, Teddy) and to Hanoi (Khanh, Thai Ha, Huyen, Anh, Cuong, Hui). It was so sad to see them load up their stuff in the taxi.   :  (

We just got close to each other within three weeks and today, I just realized that they’re some people who I’m looking forward to see every morning.  awww…

haii~

I just keep thinking about them and how sad it’s going to be for the next week. Not only will I think about leaving Japan again, but actually feel the loneliness in this hotel without them. Awww. : (

*apir* ^^ high-five with Thai Ha

*runs to jenny-san* baaaaawwwww ….. cry cry cry.

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:(

“…the spaces between my fingers

are right where yours fit perfectly.”

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